popanu (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} popanu) wrote,@ 2009-01-24 20:09:00 |
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Life
Today I feel horrible. I'm sick, I'm tired and I'm beyond bored. I don't even think bored is the word, because I don't even want to do anything. I'm at the lowest point in my depression. It feels that way, though my actions do not perceive me to be. I feel destroyed internally. Maybe it's the fact that I've been here nearly a year and I still do not have any friends and I do not see myself making anytime soon. I don't know what will make me happy anymore, nor do I know what will make me sad.
This is bad. I hope it passes soon.
Today I feel horrible. I'm sick, I'm tired and I'm beyond bored. I don't even think bored is the word, because I don't even want to do anything. I'm at the lowest point in my depression. It feels that way, though my actions do not perceive me to be. I feel destroyed internally. Maybe it's the fact that I've been here nearly a year and I still do not have any friends and I do not see myself making anytime soon. I don't know what will make me happy anymore, nor do I know what will make me sad.
This is bad. I hope it passes soon.
